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Illustration Jessica Stoker

Decay of the Angel

Will Schmitz


Over the Alps in winter
What a mad boy you are mad star
Of mad pursuits
And if you had not found
That Monastery in the snow

What then?

I see you keeping yr.
Personal account books.
It is already much later and death no longer sleeps with you.

In your sleep you only direct a Symphony of workers who chip Away the rock. The swirling Explosions are also gone.

The aftermath of you is an insanity
Which mimics self-satisfaction and Peace. A Conscious unconsciousness That covets itself mining rock in Tedium's no pleasure gardens.

I can Stop here. The figure that I Loved has changed its place and I Must travel backwards in time to Find Him I desire.


Illustration © Jessica Stoker

Heaven

Ryan O'Connor


When I crawled beneath the fence, the barbs etched history into my skin. I knew I would never be the same as I clutched the dirt and dragged my
corpse away from the camp.The dogs would
smell my blood. Once,
the guards made us
watch as
they tore an old man
apart,
gnawed him down to
bone. I remember wishing
they'd
bomb heaven to
spare me your
memory.